Wish You Knew...

I love you
These are the words I want to tell you...
But my tongue would just back off...
I want to hug you
This what my arms would want to do...
But my arms would cripple...
I care for you
This my heart shouts when you feel alone...
but it's just my heart that could hear it...
I'm here for you
This I want you to know when you lose hope...
But this I'm afraid to let you know...
I want to be with you
This I want to shout on you...
But too many words would clash on those...
How could I then show my care for you?...
My longingness to you?...
And my Love for you?...
Wish you knew...

Hindi Ko Naman Sinasadya...

Hindi ko naman sinasadyang mahulog. Hindi ko lang talga nakita. Hindi, hindi ko lang talaga nakita at napansin. Marahil siguro marami akong naiisip sa oras n yaon o hindi kaya marami akong napapansin sa aking paligid. Meron din kasi akong hinihintay kaso nga lang ang tagal niyang dumating. Nabagot, nainis hanggang hindi ko na kaya. Kaya ayun, umalis na lang ako. Dala-dala ang bigat sa dibdib naglakad ako. At sa paglalakad kong yaon, hindi kita napansin, marahil nung una, at nung ako'y mahulog sayo saka ko napagtantong nahulog n nga ako.
Sobra akong nainis, labis na nanghinayang, nagsisi dahil sa katangahan kong ginawa. Alam kong hindi dapat ako nahulog kung naging maingat lang ako. Alam kong hindi sana ako nahulog kung nakatingin lang ako sa aking dinaraanan. At higit sa lahat hindi ako nahulog kung hindi ako naging tanga...Pasensya na, hindi ko naman sinasadyang mahulog sa isang imburnal...




hindi poh ako ito...

I Hate Crying...

Crying, crying, I hate crying
For when it hit me, it makes me dying
I can't do anything
But let the tears on my cheeks running
Every night my pillows are wet
With the tears i let
The blanket I cover to hide my tears
To let it not enter my ears
My heart breaks
And my body's weak
In a dark and cold night
My hearts I can't fight
Crying, crying, I hate crying
For when it hit me, it makes me dying...